From a dear student of two years; name withheld.
Edji, do you think that self enquiry did the trick for me?
I can tell you It was love for you that did it.
I was seldom able to read the long posts on your blog.
Followed your directions for 2-3 months and then even that dropped. I would
just sit or lay staring for hours. Meditations dropped, closed eyes stopped.
Shortly after coming to you, mind became thick as brick, nothing went in. I
read the longer posts many a times, I am still like that. Unable to read long
winded writings. No need to know more no profound wisdom to unravel...
Unless it is a direct energetic interaction, I can't get involved. Bhakti has been the essence of my practice with a sprinkling of jnan, self-enquiry etc. You will never hear me say it happened with Advaita and all that bullshit. It happened by surrendering to your presence.
If I take that out of equation, all falls away. Osho's love, then XXXX (the mad man, my consort!), you have dissolved in each. In dissolving away in love is the completion.
I really feel complete...and whatever needs too complete more
will come(... I ain't doing a thing!) I am lazy as can be. I gave away my
awakening to you...and told you to get on with it! ...and you did! That is how
I did it! I cheated all the way. Lazy, easy and extreme fun.
I knew I had done my hard work before bumping into you. After
you arrived on the scene, falling away started like mad. In bumping into you I
am done, not only done, finished off, completed beautifully. You need to bump
into me now ha, ha!
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